Today marked the end of the legacy of seniors batch 2005/2007. The college was stormed by returnees to collect their A-levels result. I have met most of them and all have passed with flying colours. Watching them meeting old pals and ex-teachers brought me joy deep inside as we were once best friends- be it close or not.
I'm really glad that they manage to get through this stage without facing any problems. There are still a few unlucky ones apart from them. I may not be a psychic, but I can forsee it happens to me. My recent results weren't something to be proud of, although I managed to scrap through history with an A. Luck wasn't by my side during my Econs and Maths paper, thus I have failed to obtain the great that I wanted. The ironic part was I screwed up the easy ones instead of the hard papers. I was quite frustrated with myself, for being careless and not careful enough during my exams. To be frank, I feel a tinge of jealousy towards the others who have manage to get a string of As, just like that... Why couldn't I be one of them...
Well, there is no room for remorse now. All have been said and done with. I'm kinda happy that I manage to know my weakness before the next upcoming AS. I was really greatful to all the seniors who took the trouble to console me at my moment of
grief. For a person who have never fallen in her life before, get bad exam results were really devastating. I took almost a week to let the fact sink in and got rid of my denials.
As the saying goes, "The world is not fair."
And I have tasted the bitterness of those words....
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