Today marked the end of the legacy of seniors batch 2005/2007. The college was stormed by returnees to collect their A-levels result. I have met most of them and all have passed with flying colours. Watching them meeting old pals and ex-teachers brought me joy deep inside as we were once best friends- be it close or not.
I'm really glad that they manage to get through this stage without facing any problems. There are still a few unlucky ones apart from them. I may not be a psychic, but I can forsee it happens to me. My recent results weren't something to be proud of, although I managed to scrap through history with an A. Luck wasn't by my side during my Econs and Maths paper, thus I have failed to obtain the great that I wanted. The ironic part was I screwed up the easy ones instead of the hard papers. I was quite frustrated with myself, for being careless and not careful enough during my exams. To be frank, I feel a tinge of jealousy towards the others who have manage to get a string of As, just like that... Why couldn't I be one of them...
Well, there is no room for remorse now. All have been said and done with. I'm kinda happy that I manage to know my weakness before the next upcoming AS. I was really greatful to all the seniors who took the trouble to console me at my moment of
grief. For a person who have never fallen in her life before, get bad exam results were really devastating. I took almost a week to let the fact sink in and got rid of my denials.
As the saying goes, "The world is not fair."
And I have tasted the bitterness of those words....
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Wake Me Up When Everything Ends....
Sigh>> I thought my nightmare was over…. Or not. There is still two AS papers to go in 2 months time and I’m still in holiday mood. The traumatic event of my previous semester still embedded in my memory. I sort of screwed up badly in my trial examination and hell, I feel like killing myself when I received my results during Parents Day. Thank god, my mum was pretty linear bout it. (As if…) Well, I have to move on then. I felt like I’ve been betrayed by time; my senior year has already started two days ago. Whether I like it or not, I have to face reality… This is my last chance to buck up. Another year to go and this ordeal will be over. I kept telling myself that but the devil within me killing my slowly deep inside. There will always be an eternal struggle between the good and bad side of me that I can’t escape as long as I’m alive….
Well then, my new resolution? Focus more on studies and less playing around. Physics and Maths, I shall conquer you!!!!
Now back to my school routine. Nothing much except for tonight, where we need to spend some time with the rookies talking about subject combination. Strange huh? Talking bout having second counseling from the Mr. and Mrs. Kasthuris…(grins). The so-called juniors have their cover blown yesterday during the session. I couldn’t help but laugh at the shocked and perplexed expression of the juniors’ naïve faces. There were a few cursing here and there, but luckily there were no fighting involved, mind you. Following the event was the sharing session where the juniors where formed into groups of 4 and expected to share or make any enquiry about anything that cross their minds… It gets more exciting when the seniors gave some tips to the juniors about sensitive issues such as racial discrimination and coupling. Sook Fun did a great job on the coupling issue (Quote taken: There must be no physical contact among couples in public.), which almost caused a ruckus…(Hahaha…). The part I found amusing was the term ‘Free relationship consultancy to guys and girls.’( I wonder what field will she be flourishing in BNM in the future…. consultant or actuarist? Naomi and Nicholas did well on the racial sensitivity issues too. Nicky’s speech was super long that it lasted almost 5 minutes. (Talk about giving lectures…) After the group dispersed, I went back and spent the rest of my night with my chalet mates, munching café-delivered burger together until midnight.
To summarize, it was a normal Pinky day. No much development and not too bad… Well, have to bath now.
Until tomorrow, Adios!!!!
Well then, my new resolution? Focus more on studies and less playing around. Physics and Maths, I shall conquer you!!!!
Now back to my school routine. Nothing much except for tonight, where we need to spend some time with the rookies talking about subject combination. Strange huh? Talking bout having second counseling from the Mr. and Mrs. Kasthuris…(grins). The so-called juniors have their cover blown yesterday during the session. I couldn’t help but laugh at the shocked and perplexed expression of the juniors’ naïve faces. There were a few cursing here and there, but luckily there were no fighting involved, mind you. Following the event was the sharing session where the juniors where formed into groups of 4 and expected to share or make any enquiry about anything that cross their minds… It gets more exciting when the seniors gave some tips to the juniors about sensitive issues such as racial discrimination and coupling. Sook Fun did a great job on the coupling issue (Quote taken: There must be no physical contact among couples in public.), which almost caused a ruckus…(Hahaha…). The part I found amusing was the term ‘Free relationship consultancy to guys and girls.’( I wonder what field will she be flourishing in BNM in the future…. consultant or actuarist? Naomi and Nicholas did well on the racial sensitivity issues too. Nicky’s speech was super long that it lasted almost 5 minutes. (Talk about giving lectures…) After the group dispersed, I went back and spent the rest of my night with my chalet mates, munching café-delivered burger together until midnight.
To summarize, it was a normal Pinky day. No much development and not too bad… Well, have to bath now.
Until tomorrow, Adios!!!!
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
The Prelude
It's been quite sometime since I scribble anything on this blog... Sorry for the waiting, readers. Have a few things I wanna share with you viewers out there. Firstly, it's the beginning of the my 3rd semester here in KYUEM(Also known as the hidden Lembah Beringin's Secret Base). Apparently, I still haven't get the fact that all the seniors here are gone forever; graduated from the college, having fun at their respective hometowns, waiting for their A-levels results in August.
The Diamond chalet area seemed so alien when I stepped into the college yesterday, with all of
my neighbouring chalets left empty. It's even creepier when the sun sets and it's night.
Without doubt, KYUEM will never be the same again without the existance of our beloved seniors.
This include the absence of the Puteri Ayu's members, the ever supportive and funny faces of L-15 and the kawaii look of Senior Kai Lin. I will never forget those precious moments; in fact the last few hours I have with them on the last day of my previous semester.
My pet brothers, Sharin and Chua were extremely generous on the last week.
They gave a Mashi Maro plushie as a farewell present and a treat at the cafe.
I taking this opportunity to thank you both for being very suppportive and
encouraging in times of need and may you pass your
A-levels with flting colours. ( which I think you will have no problem in obtaining them.... ^_^).
I felt a tinge of sadness as I recalled all those days I have spent with you all, since Induction Week until Bangsawan. I was fortunate to have meet such miracle workers. HAhahaha....
Now, back to the present... I have a short class with Mr.Conquest for the first period
before I dashed off for my meeting session with the MABECS representative in the R.C.
Showed her my personal statement, which was my first draft during the holidays and
we both discussed about it until break time.(Actually it ended earlier but I was persuaded by Nicky to skip History.) Btw, did I mentioned about Nicky staying back
at the college to help out with the induction week?
He had a haircut that I think Michy would have force him to have... I still prefer his previous hairstyle before we parted for the 3 weeks break.
The induction with the juniors went smoothly, despite some errors done.
I couldn't help myself but laugh when Thava repeatedly mentioned the word 'make love' instead of 'make out'...
Talk about mind corruption. Must be an after effect of being to 'intimate' with his girl
( Just joking.. No hard feelings, ya?)
I also discovered the other side of Michy when she was acting her part with Nicky,
the supposed senior whom being 'kaued' by freshy Nicholas..
Her 'bitchy' side of her emerged so natural that it was flawless.
(Well, that's a hardcore literature student for you...)
In conclusion,it was a success compared to the previous one with 9.5 batch.
To be honest, I was kind of upset that there is still a existed mindset of the students of 9.5s among the seniors..
I didn't mean to condemn anyone, but hey, everyone deserve a 2nd chance, don't they?
Anyway, I enjoyed my meeting with the juniors and I hoping for more exciting things to unfold....
Saturday, April 7, 2007
Guess the character....
This is a creative pic I came across when I was browsing through the net... Guess the animals in the pic and e-mail me... (Take up the challenge)
Monday, March 5, 2007
The Perfect Dream
I stumbled upon this song while I was surfing the net a few days ago. It actually did reflect some parts of my life.. The song is entitled the 'Mimpi yang Sempurna', sung by an Indon group called Peter Pan ( A bit corny, is it?)
Here's the lyrics:
After listening to the song, this question hits my mind, what is the significance of dreams when there is reality to cope with? Does dreams really affects my life? Personally, I think dreams are merely fantasies which portrays one's hopes and unfulfilled wishes. Each night, I will be visited by with dreams and nightmares. Even though sometimes it doesn't makes sense, a reason lies behind them. I always believe that dreams are something I could cling on, taking it as a sign of something good that might happen the next day when I wake up. That's the few thoughts that are bubbled in my mind currently...
P/s For those of you who are interested in listening to this song, click here
Here's the lyrics:
Mungkinkah bila ku bertanya
Pada bintang-bintang
Dan bila ku mulai merasa
bahasa kesunyian
Sedangkan aku yang berjalan
dalam kehampaan
Terdiam, terpana, terbata
Semua dalam keraguan
Aku dan semua yang terluka kerana kita
Aku kan menghilang
dalam pekat malam
Lepas ku pun melayang
Biarlah ku bertanya
pada bintang-bintang
Tentang hati kita
dalam mimpi yang sempurna
After listening to the song, this question hits my mind, what is the significance of dreams when there is reality to cope with? Does dreams really affects my life? Personally, I think dreams are merely fantasies which portrays one's hopes and unfulfilled wishes. Each night, I will be visited by with dreams and nightmares. Even though sometimes it doesn't makes sense, a reason lies behind them. I always believe that dreams are something I could cling on, taking it as a sign of something good that might happen the next day when I wake up. That's the few thoughts that are bubbled in my mind currently...
P/s For those of you who are interested in listening to this song, click here
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